Wondering

I am wondering
He is who I wan
But in his eye
I m not the one he want

I am wondering
who is the dream girl
he always wanted
Is she so special?

I am wondering
Am i that embrassing
untill
He got to run from me?

I am wondering
if his heart
Have a space
For me?

I am wondering
what did I do wrong
till I get
nothing but hurt from him

I am wondering
If ever he love me
in the bottom of his heart?